I envision a cozy life. A life where I get to watch my children grow to be thriving adults. To see my grandchildren born and hopefully grow to be young adults. A relationship with a man who wont abandon me and sees me as my true self. Someone who truly gets me. Books stacked by an oversized chair on my back porch. On a parcel of land that has a river or creek running through it. I want to lay on the ground while the wind blows through the tall trees. Or cuddle in bed during a thunderstorm. The celebrations of holidays, birthdays, or just a dinner party with friends and family. Creating art. Adopting all the animals that need a home. Cooking. I want simple, clean, honest living. I’m not impressed by how much you spend on me. It’s how you love me that matters. I see this magical life I will lead. Sound too good to be true? Not at all. I’m writing my story.